Where even to being?! The last couple of weeks have been the quickest in my life and so much has happened. The funny part is so much is about to happen as well. I’m so excited for it. My parents even commented on how happy and excited I seemed when I saw them the other day. Doesn’t help when they’re saying things such as “we’re going to miss you, you know”. I know they mean well but I don’t deal with comments like that well.
One problem, I still don’t know which route to take. Both excite the hell out of me but which one?! So many people have told me stay and live with my friends then go on that date. The other half have said go! They said I’ll regret it. I don’t live with regrets so I doubt that will happen. Regrets are more like lessons in my life. Use them and don’t regret.
I’ll sit here one day and say I want to stay. Then the next, I’m planning on leaving the following week. I’m at that age where what I do is going to define everything about me. I’ve agreed to go on this date next week as well. I don’t know why. Anyone that has ever known me, know’s me and dates don’t happen.
WHAT DO I DO?!
Yes, me travelling is running away but imagine what you’ll see!
I play music really loud so I can think, or is it not to think?
I am all over the place but so excited.
You know when you want to just scream into the wilderness and then just laugh? THAT! I also miss someone more than I should, and yes I keep going on about it but GAH!
Just small things in my life as well like smiling at random people and wishing them a nice day seems to have made my life a thousand times better. I can’t even begin to tell you how much better life is when you just smile at random people.
‘The Secret’ really does work.