I really don’t like this band that much BUT there is one song that I love. I listen to it for the words not because of the song. I always feel like it sums up the way I am. When I always feel alone in this world I listen to it to remind myself that on the other side it does get better. Everything happens for a reason, we all know that, we just want to know WHY it happens.
This song just makes me smile every time. It reminds me that even the times of darkness, I, for whatever reason, always see the light in people that can’t see it in themselves. I’ve always done it. I might not be there as much anymore but I’ll ALWAYS be there.
I smile because in time you’ll understand. But, I’m done with it for now. I need to think about myself. I need to plan to go. I need to say my goodbyes to people that I haven’t spoken to as much as I should have. I certainly don’t feel sorry for myself. It’s time I woke up and realised what’s been going on. For too long, I’ve been allowing it to happen and not think about myself. What an I idiot I’ve become.
I think about the way I was a couple of years a go and that person would be laughing at the person that I am now. At the same time, that person I used to be would put a hand out to me to help me back to where I need to be. Time to stand up and be counted again.