I’ve been thinking about this for a while and decided to leave this blog. I’ve turned around my life from when I started this and with so much to look forward to, it seems like a good time to stop this. It has come to me that one day I may have to come back to this blog but I don’t want to think about that right now, we should enjoy the present.
I look at the life that I’m about to have if all sets into place and it couldn’t be better. Making changes was the hardest part of turning it all around but you have to accept it eventually if you want to move on. If people don’t want to be a part of your life, as hard as it is you have to accept it. There’s more important things in life than trying to force somebody to be a part of your life. Trust me when I say there are other people out there that will care about you, it’s just about finding those people. Nobodies alone in this life and we will feel lonely from time to time but get the people that want to be a part of your life around you. Don’t let them go because they’re the people that will be there when it matters the most.
Some events of life we just can’t plan for and that’s what has happened to me. The best part is, they’re going to make my life a dream come true. I haven’t told anybody and don’t want to at this point in time. It’s many different events. I’m just high on life at the moment and I don’t want anybody to bring me down. That does sound selfish but we have to be in life at some points if we’re going to achieve what we all set out to. Some people I’m still trying to decide if they want to be a part of my life but there’s only so long I can keep chasing. One day, I won’t be there and it won’t be my fault.
Life would just be a lot easier if everybody was honest. Yes, it’s scary being honest, but it feels amazing. Maybe not to begin with if it’s not what you want to hear but in time, you realise that you know. The part of you that was getting you down before you were honest was the unknown. Inside, everyday, you’re screaming that you want to know. If then it’s what you want to hear then great! If it’s not, life doesn’t stop. Pick yourself up and dust yourself down. Go and make something of yourself. Do that one thing you’ve always wanted to do but only made excuses for. Just be happy because one day you’ll want to look back and say “I’m glad I did that”.
The one important advice I can give after doing this blog is that you’re not alone. You make think it but you’re not.
I hope I never have to come back to this blog because I really can’t stop smiling at the moment. I’ve just got one more important decision to make before I can look truly forward.
“It always gets better in the end”.