Being rash is part of life. The other day all I wanted to do was hurt people. That was my life once upon a time. It happened and I don’t regret one second but I’m happy now. I’m happy without hurting people. This is the happiest I’ve been in a very long time.
It took time to write this blog because I tried to understand the reasons as to why I’m so happy at the moment. The reasons just couldn’t spring to mind though. I just am. We don’t stay in a funk forever if we start to make changes, which is what has happened. They might be small or big changes but if we implement these changes then you will become happy again. The motto I keep with one person is ‘everything will be okay in the end’. The cliche is that time is the best healer, and it really is.
The changes I’ve made have seen me end friendships with people but why should I stay friends with them if I’m not happy? The answer is that I shouldn’t. As one chapter ends, another one begins. Write your own story, don’t allow others to write your story for you. I think that’s why I wanted to hurt people because they’ve been hurting me, they’ve been writing my story for me. They’ve written the last chapter for me, it’s time I wrote the next one.
The next choice I have to make is what do I write in the next chapter. A few ideas come to mind and to say I’m excited is an understatement. The best part of it all is some of the people involved but there’s only one person I want to share the whole chapter with. But do I tell this person?