Where do I start? Being told the truth is what we are all seeking, taking the truth is very different. I’m glad I’ve been told some home truths, it needed to be done. Now I have to accept it.
Some choices have to be made. It won’t be easy but life never is. Wishing I wasn’t like the way I am, won’t help. Changing might help. It takes time but I feel like I can move on from this stage of my life.
Sometimes I wonder if I’m like this at the moment because of a traumatic experience in my life. The doctor and people around me informed me that I was dealing with it well, but that one day it may catch up with me. It makes me question if it has.
Looking forward to the next stage of my life is exciting, with seeing the world. It means leaving a lot of people behind but I’ve accepted this is one of the things I have to do. Different people will be harder to leave then others. All I would want them to know is that I’m always here for them, wherever I am.